I haven't weighed in a few weeks and I SWEAR i'm happier and leaner! Not knowing what that number is helps my mental state. Sure it may come back to bite me in the ass but the freedom is nice right now. My clothes are loser and i'm eating things I never thought I would get to have! I love Tony...right now LOL!
I've been going by my measurements. Isn't that little girl cute, I swear that looks like me when I was that age...measuring myself ugh.
So something is happening and i'm really pleased with my body right now. Sure being show ready and 107 lbs is when i'm happiest...or is it? Right now and especially since I don't have the $$$ to compete i'm content. I'm not settling or maintaing though! I'm killing my workouts and loving the carbs WOO! This is NOT a bulk phase. This is a show my fat cells whose boss phase!
Man, I want this DVD so bad. Not having money SUCKS! I need a sugar daddy LOL!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Posted by April at 12:30 PM